A hopeless feeling.

yeah I'm used to this kind of situation.

dah biasa sangat dah.
dah biasa sangat dah patah hati.
yes I made my own assumption.
I assume the negative part first, so if its truly happen, I wont hurt too much.

susahnyaaaaa rasa hati.
even though he already started the move, a lil move, I'm still not able to assume the positive part.

always feel insecure. the past had taught me to be like this.

Can't I be a heartless person? not easily fall for someone, fall in love when I'm ready, not because I'm alone.

I need to stop this feeling before it kills me, internally.

I should start my life all over again, just like after I made my decision to forget pojan, I live my life on that time.

jangan nak main2 kan perasaan orang. yeah. I know. sebab aku pun pernah buat macam tuh.


ni yang gua malas buat post cecinta, emo lebih! kah kah kbye ._.


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