A piece of memories.

"@shafika_hanis happy birthday, sweet 19. I'm sorry I didnt make a video like what you did, but my wish is sincere :) have a blast!"


I'm over you. yes I'm over you now.



I really hope I can meet you someday but Allah has planned everything for us. I want to make a video before you fly off but nevermind. It's not important anymore. 

the best thing now, I got to know you more, but ended up as strangers. how a feeling can ruin everything. I know this is for our own good. 

I'm going to stop to tweet or write anything about you. can this feelings fade away? humm I dont think so till I meet someone that can change my feelings. can make me forget about you completely.

I dont want you to read this. just dont.  

I'm being so stupid for love you more than anything else. how I wish you'll reply my tweet and have a great conversation together. how I wish I can meet you. how can I being too loyal to the person that already told me that he liked someone else. what a pathetic life I have right now. how can I stalk everyone that related to you just to get to know about you?

now I can start to write a book "HOW A GIRL CAN TURNS CRAZY JUST BECAUSE OF A GUY"

let start all over again. I already promised myself no more pojan in 2013 but I cant keep it. 

I dreamed about you few days ago. I hope it's for the last time. what a sweetest dream I had on that day. defuq. 

All the best for your study in US soon. Go chase your dreams. a becoming petroleum engineer :)